It is all well and good to read and agree with people like Miroslav Volf when they call for forgiveness and reconciliation, but in the great big world, I feel entirely powerless. That's one of the things that was paining me so on Friday as I watched the news from Beslan...there's nothing I can do to stop this from happening again.
Remembering the "let peace begin with me" lyric reminded me of something I wrote last winter:
But part of my...philosophy?...is that there is good and there is evil, and I need to try, constantly and mindfully, to choose good.Minor example: guy cuts me off in traffic. Not only does the bastard cut me off, he makes me miss the light. Not only that, but the sonovabitch is driving a T-Bird, a car I can't afford. I hate that jerk. Reckless maniac, I hope he wrecks the car.
Deep breath...so I'm two minutes later getting home. Big deal. So I don't have a T-Bird. I do have a car, a reasonably safe and reliable car, and I'm not standing outside in the slush waiting to catch a bus. And that guy is driving recklessly...I hope he doesn't have a wreck, I hope he doesn't hurt himself or anyone else driving that way.
Today's quote is about peace on the micro-est level, individual peace. I found it in the novel The Five People You Meet in Heaven:
Learn this from me. Holding anger is a poison. It eats you from inside. We think that hating is a weapon that attacks the person who harmed us. But hatred is a curved blade. And the harm we do, we do to ourselves.Posted by Nic at September 7, 2004 11:59 AM
thanks for the quote. And I *loved* that book!
Also know that your words go out into cyberspace...and they DO change things. I believe that.